today was quite ok. except the english lessons part. i cudnt think of anything interesting except after sch. we went to the playground to play, wanted to to play in the rain. but stop every 10 seconds. hahs. stupid rain. x)) didnt get wet. i was hoping to. has. shawn didnt dare to hit my head. hah. too bad, no lollipop for him. x) hahas. then went band. but was boring too. almost fell asleep.then after sch, we went to buy something to eat. then walked past jt and zy. hah. they so dao. xD


i dunnoe how to choose, where to go. How m i supposed to follow my heart when my heart is too not sure of the love? Am i supposed to just accept reality and let myself fall into this pit again?