oh yes, i really think i am going to blow up soon. dont tell me to chill, i have tried, trust me.
i have tried to be rational, happy-go-lucky, ignorant about it, well its not working. i cant keep mum when someone's practically throwing sarcasm at my face. i dont know about you guys, but i really cant stand it. sheesh. if you dont like me just say it in my face, cos i am turning hypocrital. geez. cant you feel that you have changed? you really do turn people off sometimes you know. ugh. what the hell. allowing yourself to be influenced for some bloody matters. comeon, get a life. i really dont mind you, but i do mind your bloody cryptic mind. being so god-damned biase. just stop. you are making me feel horrible.

to J: sorry. if we made you feel really uncomfortable. sorry. dont be pissed anymore. :DD